The cosmic laws of war says,

"Pray"

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Torture Starts Again Soon..

 Classes start in a few days for me. The second semester of massage school.  And I must say that I am NOT AT ALL enthusiastic or looking forward to it.   

Idk it must be my anxiety or doubt. Who knows.  Last semester some things left a bad taste in my mouth.  Things such as breakout rooms.. Or being asked run on sentence questions with no clear specification of what in the hell they want to know......

I come from complainers so this could be my dna shit kicking in.. Or just my spirit or insides now strongly repelled and opposed to continuing this..whatever it should be called.  School indoctrination before the paid vacation. Idk. Does that make sense to you?

I'm continuing for a reason.  For now. Will see how this goes.  But this morning as of 11:41 am before I do this uncrossing. I feel strongly fucking repelled. Yup. Even to look for employment.

yo god help me cuz it's like something wants me to lay down and die. I don't see a point to none of this shit. I mean my EYES see, and my brain understands.  I just am not FEELING it. Which is a significant part of life. Feeling.