Thursday, August 26, 2010

Interesting Poem Find

Soo I googled the title of my blog just to see if me and anyone else had the same type of idea..and lo and behold I ended finding a poem written by someone named Grey Mouser.  I can relate.

lucid insanity

my mind is aware of losing it's own thoughts

that pound into the brick again and again

crushing themselves in bits and shapes

that put back together

resemble imprints of a more vital reality

yet are only false to the travesty of truth

where fake smiles are a mask

for the confusion, fear and depression

that are the pieces of this wondering mind

and lucid insanity wanders the world

Ella y Yo (She and I)

This song is a throwback from a few years ago..like back when I was in highschool.  It always had this pull on me even tho for the most part I didn't understand what the hell it was saying lol. So finally I decided to get the spanish to english Translation...& wow..just the kind of story that would attract me...SECRET PASSIONATE LOVERS...ha here are the lyrics and a link to the video.





Ella y Yo




me and her two crazy people living an affair punishable by God

a maze with out an exit

where the fear became love

we are a couple me and her



my wife and I

same as you all sharing in life a timeless love

the perfect woman, everything beautiful

she is my inspiration

we are happy me and her, me and her



friend me and her

only see each other in secrecy

in order to hold back this prohibited passion

and even though she has a man I only have the dream

of being her protector

we are a couple me and her



hey Don fight for love

don't tell me your situation



maybe her husband doesnt rule in her heart



you dont know who is the victim in the confusion



hey my crew fights for love



no dont tell me your situation



maybe this guy doesnt rule in her heart



you dont know who the victim is in this confusion



my wife and I

we are happy, both distinct spirits

I know what is love

because of this I understand you and even though she may be married

dont turn away because of fear

dont do it Don

oh no no no



My friend, me and her

we had it clear that this relationship was madness

but the flesh called us and the bed invited us

to make love



ah now ill explain to you

when there is people that love each other

the love has to over come

and the husband learns that he has lost his wife

now she is your woman

you three cant win



i repeat to you fight for love

no dont tell me your situation

maybe her husband doesnt rule in her heart

your dont know who the victim is in this confusion



dont be such a fool fight for love

no dont tell me your situation

maybe this guy doesnt rule in her heart

your dont know who the victim is in this confusion



friend i ask for your forgiveness

i have never let you down

my desires have tricked me to see her again

and even though i cant believe

what this bitter man found

i began to understand

how you ended up in this spot

where so many times i came to look for her

and even though its not easy what im going to do

i will admit that i left with your woman





i left with your woman (WHAT?)

i left with your woman

i left with your woman ( no no )

i left with your woman



may God forgive you

i am not going to

i lost them both

at the same time

now i see that everything was a lie

when she told me that she went to Puerto Rico

to vacation with her friend

she lied to me

you and her in a bed over in Bayamon

maybe in Isla Verde or Carolina

how many filthy hotels?

you too? i hate you both!





Understand that I am who has sufered the most in all this

the pain kills me





(it was betrayal)





Forgive a friend for the temptation

i'm sorry





Goodbye!

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Wednesday, August 18, 2010

1st Entry!!

Hi! I'm back into the blogging game again after like what..4 years? Wow Yeah..  I need to polish up my writing skills, and learn to get creative. 


Hmm..this is supposed to be my intro.. I am not the best at these things ya know.  Ok let me start here (I'll try not to make this a sob story, ha) Well I'm 21years old until my birthday hits in November (3rd!); I'm a mommy of a 10 month old. (Time surely flys); If you were to meet me in person you might think that there isn't that much depth to my soul because for some reason I find the most light weight words to describe things even though I'm itching to connect. ::sigh:: I'm evasive, mostly introverted, and just plain weird. Lol, you can say that I am def not like most 21 year old girls..aaah


If you're still reading..GREAT! Yah that makes me a bit happy. In my blogs I'm going to try unleash this insanity that's within me. Leave me your ideas, thoughts, and questions. Let's make this an interactive thing.  I need some action in my life!


Until the next post...Later! ^_^

PROOF IN UR DNA SHE IS GOD!