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Aboriginal American aka African American HIDDEN History

JAMAICAN SLAVES ARE NOT FROM AFRICA

Anything I share is pertinent ... Why regurgitate when all is already explained perfectly?

How To Let Your Blessings Flow

The Tied Tongued Dragon

 THEY knew what the fuck they were doing when they granted me with the fucking tied  tongue.  So much to say yet it comes out broken and sometimes seemingly non-sensical.

Whoever the THEY is ..is gonna get got. Am tired of this fuck shit.  When I talk it's like I'm not speaking English -the language that the others around me speak. It's like I might as well be speaking gibberish.

But as my tongue is tied, there are many others whose tongues are free to speak and are for us.. So where I am unable to form words I use images and share their words.  Discern.

Each of us are magnificent at something.  Together we put the whole picture... all the pieces together.

TO BE CONTINUED ..................  as usual 😋❤❤❤

EARTH'S TRUE HISTORY

The Subconscious Pressure Point .The Ego and The intelligence of the body.

HIDDEN SECRETS IN BAD SITUATIONS

The Living Man

Bobby Hemmitt - The Great Gathering

They are waiting on us

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The Ancient Warrior King -Shabba Ranks -- LISTEN

Don't Worry ...

Still in the Loop

 So... I really don't remember what that Looper's movie was about at this point, but in my own definition of a loop and looping...that is definitely what I am in and am doing. The cycle. A cycle in the cycle. Seemingly fucking endless.

So this year I was on the school cycle. Enrolled the same time of year and all..like all the other years.  Only thing different is that I lasted a little longer this time. I am gonna speak on this soon. About being a quitter --well why I discontinued school for now...and possibly forever.   The information from this school is worth much more than gold.....I just need way more time and discipline.

One loop. One cycle of cycles I am in right now is that damn black hole that's tryna eat me. This circle of damn depression and feeling worthless for various reasons.  Would you like to hear?  Or are you one of those people who say they do not care?  Heartless? Indifferent? Take that shit over THERE?   Overwhelmed yourself?     

Trying to find outlets to get this shit off me, gimme an ease. It's heavy so I am writing...typing.  Not really sure what to say because there are so many thoughts so many.

The way the world is changing I am starting to feel a bit behind and confused.  Be careful what you wish for...because the dream was to be in an immersive virtual experience, and to live on digital income.   It is all happening so fast I am feeling stuck like a deer in headlights.  Seriously.   Is there anyone smart who can throw me a line?       Just wondering..there is YouTube and all that of course.. just gotta go do the searches.

I wonder if while you read this you wonder, "what the fuck is this girl typing or trying to say? It doesn't make any sense."                              Hopefully NOT.  Hopefully you can keep up with the apparent basic or elementary speech. I only write how I speak right now, and since I am no longer in an official educational institution, I will write however the hell I want with "no rules"  Been told i write and speak in riddles....or some just straight up can't comprehend what they are reading and hearing with me.

Anyways.

What bothers me deeply sometimes are the condescending responses and insults people give to others online.  They wanna tear you down and apart, tell you how nonsensical and stupid you sound. How they don't wanna hear how you live, they wanna tell you how YOU DON'T matter. Only their opinion is above all.............and blah blah blah blah..   It's fucked up.  Nobody really wants a discussion or to come to true understanding, they just want to have shit to say just to say it. To talk just to talk.                              Totally infuriating shit.          Sometimes it makes me question and wonder why the fuck I would want to guide such kinds of people, why would I want to serve them in any way....while they give others no true regard just dismissals..   

The world of smoke and mirrors.   A lot to be said on that...but there's some food to be made right now. Ima be back later.

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The cosmic laws of war says,

"Pray"

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Torture Starts Again Soon..

 Classes start in a few days for me. The second semester of massage school.  And I must say that I am NOT AT ALL enthusiastic or looking forward to it.   

Idk it must be my anxiety or doubt. Who knows.  Last semester some things left a bad taste in my mouth.  Things such as breakout rooms.. Or being asked run on sentence questions with no clear specification of what in the hell they want to know......

I come from complainers so this could be my dna shit kicking in.. Or just my spirit or insides now strongly repelled and opposed to continuing this..whatever it should be called.  School indoctrination before the paid vacation. Idk. Does that make sense to you?

I'm continuing for a reason.  For now. Will see how this goes.  But this morning as of 11:41 am before I do this uncrossing. I feel strongly fucking repelled. Yup. Even to look for employment.

yo god help me cuz it's like something wants me to lay down and die. I don't see a point to none of this shit. I mean my EYES see, and my brain understands.  I just am not FEELING it. Which is a significant part of life. Feeling.

  

Biblical GIANTS Trees & the GIANTS from HYPERBOREA

Journey to find the clear quartz crystal.

If you come across this and feel pulled. Step in and travel.. it's your time for us...

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Presentation Terror. Why am I in this school?

Are You Lost in the World Like Me? (Animated Short Film by Steve Cutts)

Bullshit Today. But shit happened..

Just this Trippie Redd Instrumental my Soul is TOTALLY FEELING RIGHT NOW

feels like we only go backwards - for real. But time to fuck off on this

Baby what you wishin' for? Maybe you should wish it more? Maybe the world is yours? Maybe when it rains it pours? (Keep on wishin') I don't know how to wish anymore (Keep on wishin') I don't know how to wish anymore Or do I

Different Energy when no one is watching & this lil anxiety thing

i don't wanna do shit. Caught in the cycle again 🤦🏾

You have to go back to go forward

Human clone Glitching!!! lol

Birth of the Corporation we live in..

I Never Ever Wanted to Comply to Shit I DON'T Understand

Just click the video and listen to the instrumental in another tab as you read this .

I never wanted to comply.

I never want to comply.

But this shit.. I feel in my soul and in my bones and can not resist it.   So I am moving and it tells me, as it guides me.  My goal was always to follow my soul.  As a child we always know. And as we grow........ we just see others get lost in the flow. The flow of the spell. Of not feeling well. Of living in literal hell.  This is the spell, it's where we dwell.      

I always wanted to deny this shit.   The shit of the bible.  This unseen spirit.  That is actually more than. I thought it was a trick in reverse.  Indeed it is... However 3x so far.  One way to another. But means the opposite which is another.  But then.... it means the other.. WHAT THE FUCK. Omg... turnin and twistin.  Grittin and Wishin. Fucked with the omission  (s)  .....    

All my life.. well from teen onwards I was told that I speak in damn riddles... But just delve in deep in the fiddle... hahaha... I mean just slow down and really think. The bible is the same way.  Any thing that you have thought of .... of this place.. this world.. Earth we live in.. If you've ever had a doubt.. a spark.. a thought... of something being off or of any wild crazy idea of  your imagination.... uhmmm i will just say the answer is yes. Yes to all

Where we live. It is true indeed... That ANY THING and EVERY   THING ... is possible and does exist.  The darkest places...the brightest paradises with fairies, and a princess..with unicorns, the beloved dragons, and the talking falcons.. yes.. it's all real.   There's layers here. Slow down and look around Past the veil.

Any one ever watch that show.. Once Upon a Time?  I didn't know it then but... i realize it now that we also live the same story.. or a similar one.  So so much to say. And this is all not what I've intended to say. But... I heard that flying monkey sounding shit again outside and want to go investigate while i have accesss to the balcony. Will definitely explain at a later time. For sure....

Hold your light.  Residents of the Dark.  <3

we in there!! For real!!

I don't know who the F this is in the pic. But she called to me and wanted to be posted and seen.    

Yea it be like that over here. That's what I'm talking bout with the compliance..if you catch the drift yet.

Love ya

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So much to say. So much to know.. So much to learn. But yearn. 

To The Dark Retriever & Redeemer of the Light - Rise

It's true that children watch and pay attention to the actions we make and the words we speak.

When I was one (a child), I didn't really understand everything DMX was saying..but his energy, growls, and dogs def had me hyper..some songs i used to blast and sing out of the window like.. "How's It Going Down" ..Singing a story of mine for the future me lol. Anyways as time moved forward and we lost Aaliyah...I got to see another side of the Dark Man X...which was vulnerability and respect. He had a heart and that synched with me from then.

We could appear to be like a monster as we act on our our demons' wills in times of survival and tribulations....situations.............

Keep your heart and move in love.

He taught me that. To be myself. To move in example. To be genuine amidst chaos.

All of us..30s and up, we are being looked at.. So.. how we move and carry the world _____________________ ..................................... 👀

Veils mean people CAN'T see. DUH.

Why fuck off on others who clearly are under the grand spell. 

nobody left behind this time

Why Are You Mad @ PPL Who Can't See

The Ultimate Game

 So.. it seems we have to play the game to even beat it.  This is THE game we live in. Locked in until death... Then possibly start over again as a new player. Until we get to......... ? I remember some of my pasts.  The feeling is the best description, with fleeting visuals.. For now until I know how to tell you. If they are meant to be told.

I was trying to resist playing....and waiting for the end. Not seeing, not remembering the main or beginning reason for even being here. Back in this time. Back in or Back to? Which one? Maybe both.

Self discipline in this realm is definitely..or well can be extremely hard. Especially for those of us still in or somewhat in the grip of our vices.  You know. The stuff that makes us feel good and get through the day to day.... (yes i meant to say it that way.)

So..this is will be the story on my way to..and hopefully suceeding to the "top" . Whatever that is going to look like. Not sure. But i feel it.. and can't tell you yet. But i hope you feel it too. Yea be happy, it's true. I"m not there yet. Am still in the dark..on the bottom in the red. Yup. But i feel the rise. Definitely. So glad to be able to see and realize..just looking for the will..and the color back. To climb back up.  

This is not just an 'individual's' story. It is not just me me me. Me...can and will be WE. Hope i will have the courage. Cuz this shit is really seriously rough. "They" knew what they were doing putting me in me. This will surely be a challenge.  The alone one to many?  

Several over the years have said that I speak in riddles.